You are my drug
The sight of you excites me – longing and dread
You’re in my flesh, the memory of your touch
In my heart, the love and hate of you
You’re in my head
You alter my reality
Make nothing into something
You reject me, neglect me
Call it love
And make it all okay
With or without you, I’m empty
I die
So I’ll quit you
Somehow I’ll find the strength
Get past the shakes, the loneliness
Make myself see
That all the hope in the world
Won’t make ‘us’ right
I deserve better
And I’ll be okay