Just Lynn

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the ‘C’ word

  Ya! You herd me! I used the ‘C’ word… not the anatomical ‘C’, but the psycholgical ‘C’… ‘counselling’… which most people feel is the most offensive of the two. Most people I’ve met, though, fall into one of two categories. One type is the sort that’s never been to a counsellor and bases their […]

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bunny updates

  Ok. Too much going on to do this right so just gonna post…   First, I’ve been hurting myself again by dressing fear up as prudence. With money dissapearing and no clue of what I’d get on EI, I figured I should prepare for the worst and hope for the best. So, I went […]

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abuse?

I was dressing when he walked in and warned me to ‘watch it’ or he’d have me ‘charged’. When I asked what he was talking about, my BF pointed to a bruise on my thigh and said ‘abuse’. ‘Oh! You know me.’ I told him. ‘I’m always hurting myself.’ ‘But, it’s still abuse.’ He fixed […]

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resolution

It was a party… New Years… the kinda’ couple-paloosa single chicks usually avoid… but I went ’cause I dug the 2 hosting couples… and stayed ’cause the whole group was so chill. In fact, it was so cool that when the elder of the host couples told the story of their honeymoon, I wished I […]

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BEST news EVER!

Just spoke to my daughter and after 2 1/2yrs. of stress, a court decided that our Baby Boo is utterly and totally ours! Can’t say how proud I was to hear that in making their decision, the court commented on the fact that my daughter’s a ‘good mother’, and can only hope that she’ll remember […]

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division

Some time ago, I had a conversation with a medical doctor involoving hypnosis and the human brain. The doctor pointed out the fact that while we think of the brain as a ‘unit’, it’s physically composed of 2 hemispheres connected by a biological/physical wiring harness (cerebral cortex?) joined to the spinal column. While talking about the various functions […]

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helmet

The alarm went off. I groped for it… couldn’t read it… found my glasses and checked again… Jesus! The display screen had died an untimely death during the night so all I could see were strange electronic ‘firework’ designs… Argh! You couldn’t wait ’till I was up… could ya’…? I rolled back into bed and the stress […]

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conflicted

This spring, while stressin’ some stuff with my BF, I got to the point of almost ‘giving up’ and wrote a poem for him in a last ditch effort to get him to hear me. Maybe ‘seeing’ would help… you know (?) Unfortunately, it went over like a lead balloon, and while he said it […]

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crazy

For years, my mother’s been calling to guilt me out about and not visiting her and her (deceased) parents. Because it’d gone on so long, I’d sort of gotten used to it. When my stepfather died this summer, though, she took her ‘game’ to the next level and had me so tightly wound that I […]

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again and again

When I wrote the other day about my mother having called… again… I referred, of course, to the number of phone calls, but I also meant much more. I was also referring to the fact that this wasn’t the first time that she’d caused me to miss a chance to put a father to rest. […]

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